Chapter 1

Hi. I am Ace. I am 11 years old and I am not doing to well. Why? Well, I have severe anxiety, paranoia,and ADHD. Why? I don’t know. To be honest I haven’t been diagnosed but, I have all the symptoms. I have a Mom a Dad and a sibling. Their trans and 14. I will call them sib. Sib and I have had a normal relation ship until 3 days ago. Sib recently came out as tras about a month ago and wants to be called they/them. And I respect that. My problem is, it’s been really hard for me to call them they/them. I really am trying but she doesn't think that I am and, Sib is the kind of person that is “My way or the highway” so that was all sib said to me. “They/Them! I am They/Them! Not She/Her!” Don’t think I am a bad person! I really am trying but she doesn't think that. I don’t even realize I say she. Anyway during dinner the other night Sib started to talk about it for the 4 time that day. You wont believe what they said. Sib has been going to therapy for years and they had therapy that night and sib said, “Do you want do do a joint session with me?” I was confused and my mom was to so she asked

“Why?”

And Sib said “Ace won’t call me by the right pronouns and a joint session might fix that problem.” … THERAPY WONT FIX IT! *deep breath* No therapy will fix something that just needs time. And of cores I said witch of cores caused a fight and now the only thing they say to me is I hope you die. She knows sometimes I have thought of doing it. But I wont because I still have a light in my life. Lets call her light. I am bi. She is my crush and I love her so much. She is bi to so I may have a chance with her. I will write about my love life in my next chapter but for now what should I do now with sib? I don’t know what to do any more.

-Ace